A Schizophrenic Girl Speaks I write this not to hurt anyone's feelings, simply to get my feelings out. If you are or if you have a loved one who is, and reading about it will hurt you, please don't read. Schizophrenia is an illness that is caused by chemical imbalance in the brain. It is not an evil thing that takes someone over. It affects women and man alike and effects 1 out of 100 people. There is less money being put into research for it then Aids or cancer. Of Corse there is a limit on money. People diagnosed with schizophrenia may experience hallucinations (Hearing or seeing things), delusions (often bizarre or persecutory in nature), and disorganized thinking and speech. Though there are different ways people react as all Illnesses. The first signs for me was two years ago. I had been having dreams of people dying and of me dying. Most of the time it was people I knew.
Adventures of the lone wolf Well imagine never being alone. Never being afraid, as long as they were there. You know everything about them, known them since first grade been friends since third, and sisters since filth. Imagine suddenly, they start to leave you alone. You never get time with them alone, always having to be someone with you and them, and you start breaking. They start to be really shy, but that isn't them.A guy with them at all times, even the moment in the morning, gone. Then, you just start to break. You are cold and alone and are doing anything to see them alone and then you change. You just, drift away from conversations, thinking maybe next year you won't be friends anymore. You might just be a little faded memory. BUT then you think, that's not them and they really are your friend. You're just being selfish.Then you think.